I miss when everything was okay
You think it’s okay but to me this doesn’t feel right this feels forced. how can you live like this I can’t
Nothing will be the same like it used to be
-E
Awesome sauce
I have a hole in my chest
I can’t sit in cars
I can’t go to the mall
My hair clip is gone when I left it in the car
I hate seeing people hold hands
My things are in youre room
Why don’t you miss me
Why don’t you miss me in youre bed
Why don’t you miss my kisses
My touch holding my hand
Kissing my head looking me in my eyes
Sitting in silence
Talking every night on the phone
Watching movies
Sharing our interest.
Laughing with each other.
Sharing our love.
Being with each other every weekend till late at night from the start of the day.
I used to text you everyday you were my 1 person I spoke to you were my everything I thought you loved me you said you do but this isn’t love this is torture you made me cry you hurt my chest you broke my heart I tried to end my life because I kept thinking how could anyone love me. And I’m being serious on some real shit every person I try talking to leaves me and I don’t know why they never tell me why cause they don’t want to hurt my feelings.
I just wish one day you will come back and not leave me you told me not to compare you to everyone else but you are doing the exact same thing as every other boy who has hurt me but you are worse.
Cause I trusted you.
-E
